The Wait

A month ago we were presented along with other families to a birth mother and birth father. Today, we found out that we were not selected.

And that is pretty hard to take. I believe that there is a situation for every birth parent and adoptive family and it just takes time sometimes to find each other. But it's devastating when you find out that you haven't been matched. It's like taking a pregnancy test, waiting with high hopes and never seeing a second line. It rips at your soul.

So, I'm a little down tonight in need of a good bath and spiritual comfort. Thank God for my faith, family and friends.